The Hammer

Today I took a hammer

I pounded my finger 

flat

Turned the music up so

you wouldn't hear my 

     Screaming

The music is off.

Can you hear me?

Underwater Screaming

I'm underwater

Screaming

You can't hear me

it's happening

I closed the door

left the window open

 An entrance

an escape

The tub is empty.

    Can you hear me?

I'm on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move...

So, in following of my good buddy Anna Marie I'm going to make a quick life goals list. I doubt mine will be nearly as good as hers because I'm not as focused as she is. But here goes....

1) Travel to Europe and see as many places on the "1000 Places To See Before You Die" list. Especially try and go to France while Anna Marie is still there so I don't look like an idiot. 

2) Find the love of my life. Marry love of my life. Possibly have children with the love of my life. Unlike Anna Marie I'm not entirely sure what I'm looking for. Some good qualities: Great cuddler, great kisser, wonderful sense of humor, romantic

3) Find my passion in life and pursue it. I've been wandering around for too long not knowing what exactly I want. I need to find out.

4) Reconnect with God. Yeah yeah yeah. I know, it's number four. But who ever said these were in order of importance? I just know that I've really let my relationship with God slack these past few years and I need to start doing better about that.

5) Go to Disneyland and Disney World. You can't be a Disney nut like me and NOT go.

6) Get a job, a dog, and a place to call my own. And maybe a cat. 

I'm not sure how I'm going to do any of this. But I'm going to find a way.